Another year’s over, and a new one just begun, and what have you done? I am, more or less, in the same place I was a year ago- with some exceptions. I am a very optimistic person, and in a year I plan to be, a better version of myself, while still being myself.
A year ago I had to carry an extra ten kilos (need to lose about four more) of fat on me wherever I went, but ironically even though I was more self-conscious I was also more confident. A lot of people have been telling me that I talk a lot less than I used to, that I am generally always quiet lately. I am naturally a quiet being, but I feel less energetic lately, I am generally lost in my thoughts…but mostly I just don’t know what I’m expected to say back to some things some people feel the need to tell me. But never ever before has a teacher told my mother I’m too quiet in class and that I need to talk more, and that utterly left me speechless- it’s madness I tell you!
(Resolution #1: Got to work on the confidence thing)
Oh and another thing I’d like to change would be my care-o-meter. I let things distract me really easily. I need to be more indifferent to things, and not let little things influence and affect me as much as they do. And I need to get my priorities sorted, I need to care about my school life, my future and all that more than any friends or social life this year with my A-levels coming up and what not. I will be more laid back (it is possible), and not look into things as much.
(Resolution #2: Set priorities right)
Since I’ll be turning eight-teen in a matter of months, yea that’s right- be jealous, I have to learn how to drive this year, and get into university as an B.A English student. Which means I also have to be more open about the stuff I write, and actually tell more than two people about this blog. Quoting a teacher of mine, I have to “stop burying my potential” -Shiver.
(Resolution #3: Dig up my potential, yeaaaa!)
And this is something I have to mention just because it feels missing, it wouldn’t be right not to mention it. This year is the year, I will stop brutally murdering my nails! Dum-dum-dum.
(Resolution #4: Let nails live.)
So basically, this year I want become a confident, louder, legally-licensed university student with elegant nails, who weights a little over forty-five kilos and doesn’t let anything get her down. Cheers.